Absent But Dating

I've been absent for a little bit of time now and a few days ago someone asked where I had been...the answer? Defrosting! that's where I've been. Freaking out, over thinking and the best thing of all..DATING! I had written dating off after multiple failed attempts and various steps backwards over the last two years … Continue reading Absent But Dating →

20/10/2019

my bed was 2 years too late for you but I pulled back the sheets anyway I turned back all the clocks and reverted to another day another way another place in time when you were nothing but mine I believed in meant to be but this isn't that this is black and its dark … Continue reading 20/10/2019 →

Dopey

Confiding in me sat in KFC, the woman he had been dating had been hot and cold for weeks now. It was late, he had been working as usual, I still remember the look in his eyes as they searched my face for answers. "just get rid of her and pull yourself together" I advised, … Continue reading Dopey →

Who Needs Love Anyway…

shades on my eyes as I look to the sky so the dragonflies dont mock the bags that they hide yeah I didn't sleep much just an hour or two once id passed out from overthinking of you thinking of love and all that it brings the hours or screaming and breaking of things and … Continue reading Who Needs Love Anyway… →

Knock’a’Window Fun

My eyes open, my mind racing. My lamp still on, I'd passed out again. 3AM. Silence, all I can hear is the pounding of my heart. Tap. Tap. Tap. No I wasn't dreaming, someone really was knocking on my bedroom window. I'm scared now, I slither over to my lamp and turn it off. Sat … Continue reading Knock’a’Window Fun →

where ya been?

It has been far too long, I know! Where have I been? I'm really not sure apart from all the wrong places looking at all the wrong faces as usual. Lately I've been busy making a fool of myself by forgetting my own mind and letting boys back in! By this point It is official … Continue reading where ya been? →

CAKE

YOU PICK ME UP AND DROP ME LIKE CRUMBS FROM A CAKE AND I AM TASTY AND YOU KNOW IT SO I LEFT MYSELF TO BAKE AND I AM A FOOL FOR EVER HANDING YOU MY ASS ON A PLATE FORGETTING I AM A 12 COURSE MEAL WAS ALWAYS YOUR MISTAKE

The Last Time

I used to hope I was still the one now I leave your name on the tip of my tongue see, the whiskey has my mouth sore enough and had me forgetting that a fuck aint love and for a moment I stopped judging my men by their signs and for a moment I forgot … Continue reading The Last Time →

Judas

with his kisses came secrets Thats when i found my name under a bus Put there by you, Judas His kisses told me everything i didn't know About you, About life I fucked him untill my name was mine again Untill you faded out of view... on that very same bus you threw my name … Continue reading Judas →

Muzzle

Do not cover my mouth. I do not need a muzzle. I am not a pup on the leash that is your absent masculinity. Maybe you are the mutt? Dry humping me against the wall of your apartment, hoping to assert yourself as some kind of alfa male... taking away my voice, pulling back my … Continue reading Muzzle →