sometimes I don't know who I am, i get lost in all the wrong faces and lose myself in the people who aren't worth my feelings. I drain myself to flood their soul and leave myself hollow. Hoping, just hoping that one day they will see me for more than I am. They never do. … Continue reading I get lost
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Discretion
You love me with discretion Do I look discreet to you? You need my love at 3am and damn I need you too You love me when the door is closed but I'm an open book You hold me like a lover would though I know I'm just a fuck the piece of meat you … Continue reading Discretion
delicate
delicate blooms that fill my hands do you see me yet? petals falling to the floor like all that you forget i love you so and that you know hands upon my face spring sun shines inside your eyes with only lovers grace
Laughing Emoji
Some say the sound of true happiness is laughter. Lately I've been reminded what it feels like to really laugh, you know that type of laughter that hurts your stomach, makes you ache and creates red faces and swollen cheeks? Yeah, just like that. New faces and places, embraces and spaces all negativity replaced. No … Continue reading Laughing Emoji
Butterflies
He sliced open my gut and let them all escape. Flying from my open wound gone without a trace. All thats left, the wings of dust, the ones that didn't make it. Now when I kiss his waiting lips, all I can do is fake it.
Chamomile Tea
It was late, my eyes still hadn't closed like they should have. I could feel his warmth beside me yet I'd never felt so cold as I watched the shadows change across the celling. My heart felt heavy as it kept me anchored to the bed. Pounding. Pounding. Pounding. The noise of my heartbeat was … Continue reading Chamomile Tea
Mr Gluttony
In the eye of the storm, In the belly of the beast, You sat at my table, You had food to eat, I stood there politely, I watched with blue eyes, You spat it back at me, Oh what a surprise, Now back in the kitchen, I made something else, Laid it before you, Can't … Continue reading Mr Gluttony
I Have A Question…
Love creates so many questions when it arrives into our lives and its those very questions I asked my friends to ask me...here are my answers. Define love in 5 words Complicated. Exhilarating. Intoxicating. Painful. Blindness. Do you believe in love at first sight? I used to a long time ago, now I believe in … Continue reading I Have A Question…
Carpet Burns
Rum in my glass, 3am carpet burn, Strangers, faces I do not know, Strangers are replacing your face, Burned into my mind, The old me I cannot find, Stripped and displayed, I'll show you the door, Walking in a daze, Feeling like a whore, Am I a whore? Strangers are my friends now, This carpet … Continue reading Carpet Burns
Marry Me
Ruby, are you worth it? I took you from your home. Ruby, you are gleaming. I wish I would have known. Ruby, are you happy? Your glow is growing dull. Ruby, are you missing, your heart feeling so full? Ruby, oh I loved you. You should have been the one. Ruby, I will miss you.. … Continue reading Marry Me
Ryon Maverick 