So here I am sat in Starbucks, this cafeteria of noise, finding it hard to cope with the realisation that I just wasted my money and time walking all the way to this Starbucks to write and possibly read, how I am even focused enough to write is a mystery to me. Looking around I … Continue reading Starbucks 2012
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Hotel Sheets (08.19)
I thought I had it figured out Mind encased in concrete Damn this wine tasting so sweet My eyes on you, discrete We fucked up the hotel sheets I'm fucking up my mind White lines and glitter so divine While you once more were mine
Spilling My Guts
So!! It's February... Spring is almost here, a new year and another new start...right? Painted my room, bought new sheets, changed my hair and cleared out my wardrobe (after much struggle) Started my own little business, booked flights to Denmark, cut some people out my life and booked a few tattoos. Life in general is … Continue reading Spilling My Guts
Absent But Dating
I've been absent for a little bit of time now and a few days ago someone asked where I had been...the answer? Defrosting! that's where I've been. Freaking out, over thinking and the best thing of all..DATING! I had written dating off after multiple failed attempts and various steps backwards over the last two years … Continue reading Absent But Dating
Who Needs Love Anyway…
shades on my eyes as I look to the sky so the dragonflies dont mock the bags that they hide yeah I didn't sleep much just an hour or two once id passed out from overthinking of you thinking of love and all that it brings the hours or screaming and breaking of things and … Continue reading Who Needs Love Anyway…
where ya been?
It has been far too long, I know! Where have I been? I'm really not sure apart from all the wrong places looking at all the wrong faces as usual. Lately I've been busy making a fool of myself by forgetting my own mind and letting boys back in! By this point It is official … Continue reading where ya been?
The Last Time
I used to hope I was still the one now I leave your name on the tip of my tongue see, the whiskey has my mouth sore enough and had me forgetting that a fuck aint love and for a moment I stopped judging my men by their signs and for a moment I forgot … Continue reading The Last Time
Judas
with his kisses came secrets Thats when i found my name under a bus Put there by you, Judas His kisses told me everything i didn't know About you, About life I fucked him untill my name was mine again Untill you faded out of view... on that very same bus you threw my name … Continue reading Judas
Muzzle
Do not cover my mouth. I do not need a muzzle. I am not a pup on the leash that is your absent masculinity. Maybe you are the mutt? Dry humping me against the wall of your apartment, hoping to assert yourself as some kind of alfa male... taking away my voice, pulling back my … Continue reading Muzzle
Rumour Has It
I heard he treats you badly Gets right into your face and shouts and screams Is cunt really his favorite word? He sounds like a lot of work I heard you were saying that we fought all the time I fought from my obsession with loving you... Does he do the same? You once said you … Continue reading Rumour Has It
Ryon Maverick 