You told me I was special, so why did you keep walking away? Leaving me to wait around as if you were coming back to save me. You told me I was one of a kind and I told you that I can't wait in this line. Can't keep defending your lies and your crimes. … Continue reading Worth Saving
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TIME
Time is a valuable thing. We abuse it and ignore it, try to beat it and slow it, speed it up and drop it and never can stop it. Maybe if we learn we can use it for good, protect it and use it for all that it's worth like a teacher in school like … Continue reading TIME
Bluebells and Cigarettes
Tell me you love me as it rips me apart, let me believe you with all my broken heart and I want you against me because it keeps them away though your eyes sometimes slip somewhere so far away. As I stand here in darkness I look to the sky just to feel something real … Continue reading Bluebells and Cigarettes
A Magpie Salute
His eyes have a fire that I could sit and watch forever and he hugs me like he never wants to let me go. Slightly broken and beautiful, I'm not all that sure where he came from or how it even happened but I'm so glad it did! They say that when you know you … Continue reading A Magpie Salute
lighthouse
you used up all of your love on the last one and the light you had flickered out with him you were once the lighthouse calling me home calling me home calling my home i thought i'd be haunted by the thought but now i am sleeping with the lights out and you will always … Continue reading lighthouse
Bottle Cap
I'm walking round my home town pulling the night around me. It's empty and I'm lonely but I keep on walking blindly, like I'm walking with my eyes closed but my feet know these streets so fondly. You know me, well at least you knew me and I let you loiter inside my mind for … Continue reading Bottle Cap
Hotel Sheets (08.19)
I thought I had it figured out Mind encased in concrete Damn this wine tasting so sweet My eyes on you, discrete We fucked up the hotel sheets I'm fucking up my mind White lines and glitter so divine While you once more were mine
Unaffected
So, my Ex, someone I consider a friend got into a relationship (Facebook official) and everything lately and I was so disappointed in him. I was taken back but ultimately unaffected more so because I had heard nothing about this guy or even that he was seeing anyone, all while making comments about me moving … Continue reading Unaffected
20/10/2019
my bed was 2 years too late for you but I pulled back the sheets anyway I turned back all the clocks and reverted to another day another way another place in time when you were nothing but mine I believed in meant to be but this isn't that this is black and its dark … Continue reading 20/10/2019
Knock’a’Window Fun
My eyes open, my mind racing. My lamp still on, I'd passed out again. 3AM. Silence, all I can hear is the pounding of my heart. Tap. Tap. Tap. No I wasn't dreaming, someone really was knocking on my bedroom window. I'm scared now, I slither over to my lamp and turn it off. Sat … Continue reading Knock’a’Window Fun